It's me...again

Hello people of the internet. (Or, you know, lets be honest myself.) It has been a while, but I promise to try and update at least once a week. Now I figure I should introduce myself a little better and then tomorrow I shall start a 30 day challenge. Let's get to it.

Hi, I'm Natalie and I'm 15 years old. It's really weird for me to be doing something like this, but I'm hoping it will help me open up and be able to express what I'm thinking without worrying about what other people think, because it's a  really bad habit I'm hoping to break. I am in high school, but I guess you could say I don't really act like teenagers my age. I love working with little kids because they are hilarious and completely unfiltered. I have the weirdest music sense in my opinion. But music is really important to me, just like being able to go to dance class every week. It's a way to be able to express how I feel and when I'm listening to music or dancing I'm in my own mind, just solving the worlds problems. I try to make people feel like I'm someone they can come talk to if they need someone. I like writing and like to think I'm pretty good at it at times, but I don't really know. One of my favorite authors is John Green and before I found his books I had never really had a single author whose books I had always liked, but his are all amazing. To quote one of the magazines that reviewed his newest book The Fault in Our Stars, he doesn't write to young adults, he writes for them. I'm really weird and sarcastic and awkward, especially around people I don't really know. I'm really able to just put my trust in people I don't know and I think for now that's okay, but someday I'm going to need to be able to trust people. To some people it would seem like I'm an open book, but there's been so much that's happened in my life that no one really knows about except my family, and I like to keep things to myself. I'm good at hiding what I think and feel and I try to help my friends and even people I don't really know or like if they are having a hard time, because I believe everyone deserves to be happy, even if it's for a short time. I'm obsessed with quotes and I have notebooks full of them. I love bracelets and necklaces and things like that, but I don't wear a lot of them. I can't think of anything else to put, but I may add some things later.
Love,
Natalie