Today's Topic: Here
I always have this fear in the back of my mind about not being good enough. This niggling thought that if I were more this then things would be better and some days, some days it's hard to not let that little voice win.
It's hard when the bully is yourself, your own mind, because you can't get away from it. You can't get away from your own mind.
And some days, some days that's all I want. To be anywhere but here. To be far away from my little town and all the people here. To be away from the monotonous everyday life and to go on an adventure. But that's another terrifying thought or at least quite a ways off.
So, I'm here and I'm okay...or I will be eventually.
I always have this fear in the back of my mind about not being good enough. This niggling thought that if I were more this then things would be better and some days, some days it's hard to not let that little voice win.
It's hard when the bully is yourself, your own mind, because you can't get away from it. You can't get away from your own mind.
And some days, some days that's all I want. To be anywhere but here. To be far away from my little town and all the people here. To be away from the monotonous everyday life and to go on an adventure. But that's another terrifying thought or at least quite a ways off.
So, I'm here and I'm okay...or I will be eventually.
I hear your words Natalie. I love your honesty. Sweet heartfelt post. Please keep writing!
ReplyDeleteStopping by from the Five Minute Friday. I love your raw honesty. I think our biggest roadblock to walking in fullness is ourselves. Thank you for sharing!
ReplyDeleteYour writing 'voice' speaks with great hope - and I love that - we all need hope!
ReplyDeleteBless you for sharing.
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