Sunday, April 7, 2013

Good Days and Bad Days

Today has been such a great day and I don't know what has made it different from the past few weeks, but it was. I can feel it.

I've smiled more, laughed more, and just been in a better mood today. And I'm so glad! It's been a while since I've felt this good and I always sort of feel disappointed when I have weeks when I'm depressed or just not really feeling it. But when the days or weeks come that I'm feeling great and I'm happy I feel invincible.

I love that feeling when I get it too. I feel like there is nothing that could stop me, nothing that can ruin the way I'm feeling. I feel infinite.

But the bad days, the days where I'm just not feeling it, those days aren't good. I just want to lay around and I'm tired all the time. I don't want to do anything, I don't put any effort int the things I have to do. It's just sort of like I'm floating through life. Those are days I wish I could skip.

But I don't think I would be the same without having the good and bad days. They've made me become stronger and they've made me work harder when I didn't necessarily feel like it. I guess that's something that you never really think about until you realize how much your days are affected by your attitude and how much you can't fully control chemical imbalances.

Love,
Natalie

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