I don't know why, and feel free to just ignore this post, but I have been in a crappy mood all day today and I can't seem to shake it. I woke up early this morning in a terrible mood and I was tired and cold and that's never a good combo for me, but I figured it'd go away after I had gotten a shower and some caffeine. But that didn't help.
I went to work (at a daycare) and small, whiny children and me in a bad mood, not a good combo. I was so irritated the time I left there I probably would've screamed at someone if they said the wrong thing.
Then I had to come home and do my school work, which wasn't too bad until I got to geometry and that just totally sucked and made me even more upset. And when I was trying to do history I was so tired I started to fall asleep because all I was doing was reading.
I got online then and my day was getting better, but then when I was getting ready to leave for supper with my family I had to go get changed for dance and couldn't find anything and I was running late and I needed to go by the library, which closed at 6:00, but had to meet my mom at the restaurant at 5:20, so I was angry I couldn't go to the library.
Then at dance tonight the "group" I'm in literally spent 10 minutes on our part of the dance while the other "group" spent like 25 minutes on theirs and we had all the new people. And then when we were doing the new part I ask if these steps are right, my teacher says they ARE, then when that's what me and everyone else in my group does, she yells and says that isn't right! I mean shouldn't she have said so in the first place.
It just irritates me to no end when people say one thing, but that's not exactly what they mean. And the fact that the other people in my group except one, doesn't take this dance serious at all and it's for our recital and it has a lot of meaning to it.
So, I just feel like yeah, I'm probably over reacting, but I also feel like they should have a little respect for the meaning behind the song and what it will mean to other people when they see it performed. But they are too busy worried about things at school that in my opinion, are petty and stupid and easily fixed.
I know this was probably really boring and if you read all the way through I'm sorry, but I just needed to get this out and I didn't want to tell someone, so I thought I'd write it here.
Love,
Natalie
I went to work (at a daycare) and small, whiny children and me in a bad mood, not a good combo. I was so irritated the time I left there I probably would've screamed at someone if they said the wrong thing.
Then I had to come home and do my school work, which wasn't too bad until I got to geometry and that just totally sucked and made me even more upset. And when I was trying to do history I was so tired I started to fall asleep because all I was doing was reading.
I got online then and my day was getting better, but then when I was getting ready to leave for supper with my family I had to go get changed for dance and couldn't find anything and I was running late and I needed to go by the library, which closed at 6:00, but had to meet my mom at the restaurant at 5:20, so I was angry I couldn't go to the library.
Then at dance tonight the "group" I'm in literally spent 10 minutes on our part of the dance while the other "group" spent like 25 minutes on theirs and we had all the new people. And then when we were doing the new part I ask if these steps are right, my teacher says they ARE, then when that's what me and everyone else in my group does, she yells and says that isn't right! I mean shouldn't she have said so in the first place.
It just irritates me to no end when people say one thing, but that's not exactly what they mean. And the fact that the other people in my group except one, doesn't take this dance serious at all and it's for our recital and it has a lot of meaning to it.
So, I just feel like yeah, I'm probably over reacting, but I also feel like they should have a little respect for the meaning behind the song and what it will mean to other people when they see it performed. But they are too busy worried about things at school that in my opinion, are petty and stupid and easily fixed.
I know this was probably really boring and if you read all the way through I'm sorry, but I just needed to get this out and I didn't want to tell someone, so I thought I'd write it here.
Love,
Natalie
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