I came back today from vacation and my dad told me that one of the pastors at the church me and my brother work at called and said that we were no longer needed at the daycare.

The thing is, we were just there last week and have worked there for a year previously. The pastor said their elders had decided they only wanted to have people from their church working there, but the only reason we were there was because they didn't have enough people willing to help.

It doesn't bother me that they want people from that church to work there, I understand that, it's church politics. But the fact that the person who "hired" us didn't feel like she should call or e-mail to let us know this or even talk to us last week about it is what bothers me.

We could've still been on vacation had we been told this previously.

I don't know I've been feeling like I wanted to cry since I left the house we were staying in for vacation and headed back home and little things have set me off on that feeling again.

I don't know what's wrong with me, but I hope it will go away soon. I hate feeling this way. Like anything will make me cry and having to hold everything back.

Life is feeling pretty sucky right now. Hope it gets better soon.

Love,
Natalie